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I gotta wait till I get the camera back to upload the very few pictures of the very few people who went for class chalet. Oh wait, might as well call it clique chalet. Sigh.

Thurs
Woke up at about 8am, lazed arnd the house till it was time to get out and make my way to Thadd's for lunch. Haha, I think he's hatching a plan to fatten me up. And I don't mind. Hahaha. I once complained to Vivienne that I can't wear certain clothes cos I'm too skinny and I don't look nice in them. Sorry 'bout the ego. hahaha. But it's true! I went to JB the other day and found this nice tee, but I decided not to get it cos I didn't have enough meat to wear it off -.- sigh. Anyways, had awesome-ly yummy delicious fried rice and shui jiao mian and a sugar cane drink and was full for the longest time. I haven't been that full ever since Auntie Cat went home. Haiz. Hung around his place, watched a movie, then went to Tampines to meet the dudettes to find our way to the chalet.

When we finally got there, it was about 6pm plus I think. We expected more people, but as predicted, the class didn't show up :( so it turned into a clique chalet. Sigh. Wait, not even clique chalet. Cos in the end, only Rasyidah, Hui Ying and I stayed over. Just the 3 of us in the huge creepy chalet. We stayed up all night, watching tv and commenting on almost every channel and stupid show that was playing from 1am to 6am in the morning. Hahaha. Stupid, but fun(:

Fri
After Hui Ying left for SJAB, she duh and I tried to get some sleep. BUT, I was too paranoid to sleep, and she duh, I think she did sleep.. I think. Haha. I kept on hearing the sounds like the door opening and tables shifting downstairs. Hmmm. Haha. Creepy. In the end, we got up, packed the place and checked out at 8am. Had macs breakfast at Tampines, then took the train all the way back home. Mann, it was tiring. Hahaha.

Got home, unpacked my stuff and slept. Hahaha. When I woke up, it was arnd 2pm, and I was emo-ing around the house wondering what fun the guys were having while prawning. Haizz. I wanted to go so badly, but I just had to have youth comm meeting. Hahaha. Oh wells. After meeting, I think all I did was laze arnd the house. Hahaha. I'm bored.

Sat.
I youtubed. All day. I'm bored. Gimme something to do! Hahaha! At least the next week will be kinda filled. I think(:

Well, can't really believe it, but, THE A'S ARE OVERR!! WOOT!

Hahaha. I've never felt so happy to hear the dude say 'pencil's down' hahahaha. It was awesome. Now, I'm bored. So it's time to play! WOOHOO!! I'm trying to fit as many things into my week as possible, and trying to stay home as little as possible. Staying home makes me sad somehow. Haha. Really. And I miss my friends :( It seems as if I haven't seen them in forever. Sigh. MUST meet up soon!! yipeeee :DD

YEAH MANNZZZ. counting down to the end of A's :DD
see you on the flipside (:

MySpace-Countdowns

~~10.11.09 Math Paper 1~~
~~11.11.09 GP Paper 1 & 2~~
~~12.11.09 Chem Paper 3~~
~~13.11.10 Math Paper 2~~
~~17.11.09 Chem Paper 2~~
~~18.11.09 Econs Paper 1~~
~~19.11.09 Physics Paper 2~~
~~20.11.09 Econs Paper 1~~
~~23.11.09 Chem Paper 1~~
~~30.11.09 Physics Paper 1~~

wow. okay. there's only 4 more days to the big As. And it's been a friggin tough journey. I did think about giving up quite a few times, and I'd end up staring into space hoping that maybe I'll just die on the spot. Yeah. Sorry for being emo, but life's like that. Sigh.

I remember one sunday we were studying at M4M and Sam Chan said this song was his motivation during his prelims. Hahaha. Mann, I'm gonna miss those days. I already miss my S08 and the crazy times we've had in class, and really wish I could turn back time and relive those crazy moments. Sigh.

This ain't the original one by the way. Hahaha.

And oh, I tried, and really, if you manage to stay awake past 3 am, you can't sleep after that. teehee. Macs just started selling breakfast about half an hour ago. heh heh heh. I'm gonna go get fat :P

GOODBYE PEEJAYY. It's been fun. Haha.

POH! Hahaha. I think he almost cried. Cos we were the only ones in class who took a pic with him :P Haiz, he ain't that bad(:

SURESH! Hahaha! Kena taupok by the guys after the pic was taken :P super funny.

Anyways, that was farewell assembly. Didn't have much chance to take pics with the other teachers. And well, there'll be no more formal lessons, and I think I'm gonna miss that. Sigh.

Back to mugging. Just needed a short break. My brain's exploding a bit. And I think I saw someone who looked like Zhi Ning on the bus just now. But I was too tired to focus my eyesight to check if it really was her. hahaha. Haiz, haven't met up with the Fajar gang for so long :(

20 MORE DAYS. 20 MORE DAYS. 20 MORE DAYS. CAN'T WAIT.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY BUM(: you know who you are(:

It's official. 3o DAYS TO THE BIG A'S! The stress is definitely getting to me and I find myself constantly worrying about my results. Well, can't help it. Our class is doing so badly that the principal had to talk to us again. Sigh. She did that before promos the year before as well. Sigh. Haha. But at least I know that I have the capacity to do much better for the A's. But I can only say that for chem and math. Econs is still ehhh. Haha.

The other day during chem, Mr Lee played this song for us. Haha. It's from the Prince of Egypt and he wanted us to know that there CAN be miracles. hahaha. Then I became an example cos I managed to fly from a U at mid years to an E at prelims -.- It was hard work mann, no miracle. Hahaha. Oh wells. Enjoy(:

In the meantime, back to mugging! Farewell assembly's in a week's time, and by then it'll be less than 2 weeks to A's. My eye bags are gonna get worse and I'm gonna be becoming thinner cos I'll be so stressed I don't have any appetite to eat. So if I don't eat, make me. Hahaha. My weight scares me sometimes XP

FOCUS. FOCUS. FOCUS.
and JIA YOU to everyone else out there taking the big A's!
and to the boyfriend who's equally as crazily mugging for his end year papers :P

Oh My GeeGee, what's this world coming to mannz. I got into a mini korean craze, but it's over. Hahaha.

Anywayz, prelim results are back. hoo-ray. *note the excitement* They were bad. But not as bad as for mid-years. But still bad. I'll need to work a lot harder for A's in the next month. I really don't wanna have any regrets after my papers, and I don't wanna have to cry and ask myself why I didn't study harder. So for the next one month, I need to focus. FOCUS. A LEVELS.

PRELIMS ARE OOOOOVERRRRRR~! =DD

Haha, prelims ended Friday afternoon, and the original plan was to go satisfy Jia Min's craving for gore by watching Final Destination in 3D at Iluma with her, but, we got lazy, so Rasyidah, Jia Min and I settled for The Mist instead at Rasyidah's hosue. heh heh. It was scary and gross, though she thought it was so fake and all. Sigh.

For the whole of Saturday, I did absolutely no work. Haha. Unless you consider packing my ultra messy cupboard work. But still, no work done. And it felt great. Hahaha. I watched Penelope, Knowing and Big Time in Little Street later in the night. Haha. Stupid show, but not bad for Singapore's standard. Anyways, felt kinda bad, so I studied today. Cos tmr's gonna be a whole day of fun(: we're finally really gonna watch that stupid show in 3D. I'll most probably chuck the 3D specs aside and cover my eyes half the time. Hahaha. There's no way on earth I'm gonna have blood and heads flying towards me. Hahaha. Yucks.

Sigh. It's less than 50 days to the big A's. Everyone's panicking. I'm scared too. But sigh, everyone has to get pass this hurdle, all the best people! Don't die before it starts! Hahaha, I'm quite scared honestly, cos halfway through prelims I totally lost all motivation to mug, and studying became such a bore and it just killed me. Haha, but thank God I made it past that. So, yay. Jia you my friends(:

Watch this! It's cool!! (:
oh, I think they're all the same guy. Except the dude at the left corner :P

Annoyingly-awesome songs stuck in my head. No good for prelims. Hahaha

Cobra Starship: Good Girls Go Bad

Red Jumpsuit Apparatus: Your Guardian Angel

McFly: Everybody Knows

Muse: Supermassive Black Hole