UNDER CONSTRUCTION.

2009-12-28T11:32:00.009+08:00

251209
Christmas is over, all too soon :( Oh wells. This year didn't feel as Christmas-y as last year, for some odd reason. Maybe it's cos there's just too much going on in my life now. Haiz. Anyways, I was sick through Christmas, oh, maybe that's why I couldn't get into the Christmas mood.

Anyways, Christmas service at church was awesome, though I kept on running out of the sanctuary cos I kept on getting coughing fits : but nonetheless, it was awesome. The message, the Christmas evangelism skit and the singing, it was great(:

After service, hung around and talked to all the dudes and had Christmas lunch with the yummy turkey and ham(: and gave out chocolates cos I didn't have enough time to get proper gifts for anyone (sorry :P)

After that, Thadd and I planned to go to the Singapore Flyer, but, the moment we stepped out of the Esplanade into the hot sun, I wasn't that keen on walking there anymore. Hahaha. Yeah. So we hung around the Esplanade, listened to bands perform and the VJC choir sing and enjoyed our first year anniversary just like that(: yeah, I'm kinda easliy contented :P

261209
Boxing day! I never knew that 26Dec was boxing day, until Thadd told me. Heh heh. I planned to go down to NTU to watch him play in the inter-hall games, but when I woke up that morning, I felt like dying. Hahaha. My nose was blocked and my throat felt awful, so I stayed home instead :( But thankfully, he was free in the afternoon so he came over to my place to accompany me(: hee hee. And also to annoy Vivienne(:

Oh, and the last time he tuned my guitar, my dad complained that he made it go out of tune. hahaha. Can't help it, that guitar is friggin old!

271209
Church as usual, just that in the morning I helped out with the ydg kids with their grad sunday, and helped to get the pri 6 kids up to the ydg room for them to familarise themselves with the place. Haha, mann, they're small and cute. Really small. Hahaha. Had service and ykg after, followed by lunch with Joseph and Nicol. And mann, Nicol can eat. And it's not fair that he never seems to grow fat! grrr. He had 2 plates of this noodle thingy and still ate faster than Joseph. Hahaha. Oh mann.

Anyways, in the evening, went to my uncle's place for bbq! (: Totally not good for my throat though. haha. I never realised my cousin's actually kinda cool. He used to be an ultra nerd, with his Jap anime crazes and all, haha. He still loves them though :P Quote Brandon, 'NO ONE in ACS laughs at the chess club. *pauses* cos no one knows it exists ;)' Hahaha!

the adults love to hog the bbq pit, then come and complain that the kids don't help out. Hahaha! Typical XP

All the aunties and whoever waiting to be served. Haha. Lazy people :P

Vivienne says that PJ has made me an ah lian. Hahaha!

Oh! That's my cousin's cousin from Indoneisia! Haha. I thought he was 16 or smth, turns out he's 19! Haha, but he was super quiet throughout and kept on sticking to his dad, so didn't talk to him much :P Oh, my cousin's half Indoneisian, if you didn't manage to figure that out :P

That's Vivienne trying to spoil his bass,

And that's him showing her how it's done mann(: He's cool(:

Anyhow, it was fun, except for the part where my dad hogged the tv after the bbq, when he was supposed to go downstairs and join the other adults at the karaoke lounge. grrr. Haha.

The next few days are gonna be kinda boring I think. With Thadd in KL and me still coughing, I can't go and look for a job! :( my cough better disappear soon...

2009-12-24T10:59:00.002+08:00

Welcome To Our World

It's been a fun year. Well, most of the year. Let's hope next year will be better(:

2009-12-21T10:10:00.002+08:00

Me is back from camp! Hahaha. Here's me awesome group! I got all the small kiddies in my group. Hahaha. 4 pri6 boys and 2 sec1 girls. Haiz. But they're not bad(:

You won't be able to find me. Hahaha, maybe on facebook you might(:

Anyways, youth camp was kinda awesome and kinda tiring. Haha. The kids found it awesome, but cos I'm in the logistics com, I found it crazily stressful and tiring. Hahaha. But at least they enjoyed themselves(: When I went onto fb, and saw all the status of the small kids and how they enjoyed camp so much they're coming back next year, it felt rewarding(:

Oh wells(: anyways, my week isn't filled yet! I don't wanna stay at home! Someone! Anyone! Ask me out!

2009-12-11T12:57:00.003+08:00

Woah, feels like I haven't updated in forever. Haha.

Mon
Went to return Xue Wei's econs stuff and give her her belated birthday present (finally). Haha. And in return, she treated me to 2 movie tickets! Woohoo! Yeah, and it was a coincidence that Thadd and I were gonna watch a movie on wed, so yay, just nice(:

On my way home I dropped by Levi's to trade in my mom's old pair for a new pair for meeee(: so yay! I finally have a new pair of jeans that actually fits me! :DD Had to pay quite a bit to top up the amount though :P Was bored after I got home to I started baking cookies. A slight failure cos some were a bit burnt and some weren't properly baked :P Oh wells, gonna finish them all anyways :D

Tues
Went to ECP to cycle! Like finally! We keep on saying we wanna go, but no one ever seems to plan in :P In the end, Hui Ying woke up late and Jia Min had to stay home, so me, Rasyidah and Man Yin went instead. Met up for KFC breakfast first, walked around after, man yin got a couple of books, digested our super yummy waffles then went to east coast :D got our bikes and went cycling! woohoo! :DD we cycled for about 2hrs and took super long breaks in between at Bedok Jetty and at the beach further down. Mann, love the sea breeze and the sun(: I got a bit burnt even though I put sun screen lotion :P

After all the fun, we went to get super yummy bubble tea :D the bubble tea at Koi cafe beats all bubble tea at sweettalk and all the other stalls. hahaha. It was fun. We should do this more often! With more people next time (hopefully)

Wed
went to vivo with Thadd(: watched 2012, and mann, that movie's depressing. Hahaha. But the effects are awesome though. Haha. After that, walked around and tried to shop for clothes for Christmas/New Years (: and surprisingly, he can shop better than me! Hahaha! He's the one making me try on blouses and dresses and this and that. Mann. hahaha! In the end I bought something that he chose :P

Went to eat at KFC after, had the buddy meal, which had black pepper chicken O.o And I don't eat chilli/black pepper food! Hahaha. But I still managed to eat 1 and a half chicken drumsticks :P Super spicy! But super shiok :D

Thurs
Stayed home to finish what I had to do for the upcomming youth camp. I realised I haven't done quite a lot, so yeah. Thankfully I managed to get things done(: At night, went for dinner at Raffles Hotel Bar and Billard Room(: The food was awesome! And the M4M bunch were their normal noisy and crazy self. Mann, I miss those guys(: Took loads of pics, and I never imagined myself to be one of those who would camwhore in toilets... but yeah. Hahaha! After dinner, Ya Ting, Nat and I walked to Esplanade(: The stuff there is nicee(: rushed back a bit so that we wouldn't miss the last train home, and mann, hope I can see them again! So sad Ya Ting's going back next week. And I won't be able to send her off :(

the rest of the pics on facebook! (:
And yeah, that's the toilet. Hahaha. So fancy right :P

2009-12-05T20:56:00.003+08:00

I gotta wait till I get the camera back to upload the very few pictures of the very few people who went for class chalet. Oh wait, might as well call it clique chalet. Sigh.

Thurs
Woke up at about 8am, lazed arnd the house till it was time to get out and make my way to Thadd's for lunch. Haha, I think he's hatching a plan to fatten me up. And I don't mind. Hahaha. I once complained to Vivienne that I can't wear certain clothes cos I'm too skinny and I don't look nice in them. Sorry 'bout the ego. hahaha. But it's true! I went to JB the other day and found this nice tee, but I decided not to get it cos I didn't have enough meat to wear it off -.- sigh. Anyways, had awesome-ly yummy delicious fried rice and shui jiao mian and a sugar cane drink and was full for the longest time. I haven't been that full ever since Auntie Cat went home. Haiz. Hung around his place, watched a movie, then went to Tampines to meet the dudettes to find our way to the chalet.

When we finally got there, it was about 6pm plus I think. We expected more people, but as predicted, the class didn't show up :( so it turned into a clique chalet. Sigh. Wait, not even clique chalet. Cos in the end, only Rasyidah, Hui Ying and I stayed over. Just the 3 of us in the huge creepy chalet. We stayed up all night, watching tv and commenting on almost every channel and stupid show that was playing from 1am to 6am in the morning. Hahaha. Stupid, but fun(:

Fri
After Hui Ying left for SJAB, she duh and I tried to get some sleep. BUT, I was too paranoid to sleep, and she duh, I think she did sleep.. I think. Haha. I kept on hearing the sounds like the door opening and tables shifting downstairs. Hmmm. Haha. Creepy. In the end, we got up, packed the place and checked out at 8am. Had macs breakfast at Tampines, then took the train all the way back home. Mann, it was tiring. Hahaha.

Got home, unpacked my stuff and slept. Hahaha. When I woke up, it was arnd 2pm, and I was emo-ing around the house wondering what fun the guys were having while prawning. Haizz. I wanted to go so badly, but I just had to have youth comm meeting. Hahaha. Oh wells. After meeting, I think all I did was laze arnd the house. Hahaha. I'm bored.

Sat.
I youtubed. All day. I'm bored. Gimme something to do! Hahaha! At least the next week will be kinda filled. I think(:

2009-11-30T19:29:00.003+08:00

Well, can't really believe it, but, THE A'S ARE OVERR!! WOOT!

Hahaha. I've never felt so happy to hear the dude say 'pencil's down' hahahaha. It was awesome. Now, I'm bored. So it's time to play! WOOHOO!! I'm trying to fit as many things into my week as possible, and trying to stay home as little as possible. Staying home makes me sad somehow. Haha. Really. And I miss my friends :( It seems as if I haven't seen them in forever. Sigh. MUST meet up soon!! yipeeee :DD

2009-11-11T17:27:00.009+08:00

YEAH MANNZZZ. counting down to the end of A's :DD
see you on the flipside (:

MySpace-Countdowns

~~10.11.09 Math Paper 1~~
~~11.11.09 GP Paper 1 & 2~~
~~12.11.09 Chem Paper 3~~
~~13.11.10 Math Paper 2~~
~~17.11.09 Chem Paper 2~~
~~18.11.09 Econs Paper 1~~
~~19.11.09 Physics Paper 2~~
~~20.11.09 Econs Paper 1~~
~~23.11.09 Chem Paper 1~~
~~30.11.09 Physics Paper 1~~

2009-11-06T04:05:00.003+08:00

wow. okay. there's only 4 more days to the big As. And it's been a friggin tough journey. I did think about giving up quite a few times, and I'd end up staring into space hoping that maybe I'll just die on the spot. Yeah. Sorry for being emo, but life's like that. Sigh.

I remember one sunday we were studying at M4M and Sam Chan said this song was his motivation during his prelims. Hahaha. Mann, I'm gonna miss those days. I already miss my S08 and the crazy times we've had in class, and really wish I could turn back time and relive those crazy moments. Sigh.

This ain't the original one by the way. Hahaha.

And oh, I tried, and really, if you manage to stay awake past 3 am, you can't sleep after that. teehee. Macs just started selling breakfast about half an hour ago. heh heh heh. I'm gonna go get fat :P

2009-10-19T17:58:00.003+08:00

GOODBYE PEEJAYY. It's been fun. Haha.

POH! Hahaha. I think he almost cried. Cos we were the only ones in class who took a pic with him :P Haiz, he ain't that bad(:

SURESH! Hahaha! Kena taupok by the guys after the pic was taken :P super funny.

Anyways, that was farewell assembly. Didn't have much chance to take pics with the other teachers. And well, there'll be no more formal lessons, and I think I'm gonna miss that. Sigh.

Back to mugging. Just needed a short break. My brain's exploding a bit. And I think I saw someone who looked like Zhi Ning on the bus just now. But I was too tired to focus my eyesight to check if it really was her. hahaha. Haiz, haven't met up with the Fajar gang for so long :(

20 MORE DAYS. 20 MORE DAYS. 20 MORE DAYS. CAN'T WAIT.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY BUM(: you know who you are(:

2009-10-10T09:23:00.002+08:00

It's official. 3o DAYS TO THE BIG A'S! The stress is definitely getting to me and I find myself constantly worrying about my results. Well, can't help it. Our class is doing so badly that the principal had to talk to us again. Sigh. She did that before promos the year before as well. Sigh. Haha. But at least I know that I have the capacity to do much better for the A's. But I can only say that for chem and math. Econs is still ehhh. Haha.

The other day during chem, Mr Lee played this song for us. Haha. It's from the Prince of Egypt and he wanted us to know that there CAN be miracles. hahaha. Then I became an example cos I managed to fly from a U at mid years to an E at prelims -.- It was hard work mann, no miracle. Hahaha. Oh wells. Enjoy(:

In the meantime, back to mugging! Farewell assembly's in a week's time, and by then it'll be less than 2 weeks to A's. My eye bags are gonna get worse and I'm gonna be becoming thinner cos I'll be so stressed I don't have any appetite to eat. So if I don't eat, make me. Hahaha. My weight scares me sometimes XP

FOCUS. FOCUS. FOCUS.
and JIA YOU to everyone else out there taking the big A's!
and to the boyfriend who's equally as crazily mugging for his end year papers :P

2009-10-03T18:53:00.002+08:00

Oh My GeeGee, what's this world coming to mannz. I got into a mini korean craze, but it's over. Hahaha.

Anywayz, prelim results are back. hoo-ray. *note the excitement* They were bad. But not as bad as for mid-years. But still bad. I'll need to work a lot harder for A's in the next month. I really don't wanna have any regrets after my papers, and I don't wanna have to cry and ask myself why I didn't study harder. So for the next one month, I need to focus. FOCUS. A LEVELS.

2009-09-27T20:51:00.002+08:00

PRELIMS ARE OOOOOVERRRRRR~! =DD

Haha, prelims ended Friday afternoon, and the original plan was to go satisfy Jia Min's craving for gore by watching Final Destination in 3D at Iluma with her, but, we got lazy, so Rasyidah, Jia Min and I settled for The Mist instead at Rasyidah's hosue. heh heh. It was scary and gross, though she thought it was so fake and all. Sigh.

For the whole of Saturday, I did absolutely no work. Haha. Unless you consider packing my ultra messy cupboard work. But still, no work done. And it felt great. Hahaha. I watched Penelope, Knowing and Big Time in Little Street later in the night. Haha. Stupid show, but not bad for Singapore's standard. Anyways, felt kinda bad, so I studied today. Cos tmr's gonna be a whole day of fun(: we're finally really gonna watch that stupid show in 3D. I'll most probably chuck the 3D specs aside and cover my eyes half the time. Hahaha. There's no way on earth I'm gonna have blood and heads flying towards me. Hahaha. Yucks.

Sigh. It's less than 50 days to the big A's. Everyone's panicking. I'm scared too. But sigh, everyone has to get pass this hurdle, all the best people! Don't die before it starts! Hahaha, I'm quite scared honestly, cos halfway through prelims I totally lost all motivation to mug, and studying became such a bore and it just killed me. Haha, but thank God I made it past that. So, yay. Jia you my friends(:

2009-09-04T19:56:00.003+08:00

PRELIMSSS!

04/09/09~Friday
~~GP Paper 1~~
~~GP Paper 2~~

16/09/09~Wednesday
~~Economics Paper 2~~

17/09/09~Thursday
~~Chemistry Paper 3~~

18/09/09~Friday
~~Economics Paper 1~~

22/09/09~Tuesday
~~Mathematics Paper 1~~

23/09/09~Wednesday
~~Physics Paper 1~~
~~Physics Paper 2~~

24/09/09~ Thursday
~~Chemistry Paper 1~~
~~Chemistry Paper 2~~

25/09/09~ Friday
~~Mathematics Paper 2~~

2009-09-21T20:59:00.001+08:00

Watch this! It's cool!! (:
oh, I think they're all the same guy. Except the dude at the left corner :P

2009-09-16T10:47:00.003+08:00

Annoyingly-awesome songs stuck in my head. No good for prelims. Hahaha

Cobra Starship: Good Girls Go Bad

Red Jumpsuit Apparatus: Your Guardian Angel

McFly: Everybody Knows

Muse: Supermassive Black Hole

2009-08-31T17:30:00.000+08:00

Dreams and nightmares. sigh :( I need proper sleep mann.

Stress is building up. And for some reason, for the whole of last week I felt kinda home-bound so I didn't stay for night study at all >.< Sigh. But at least I got work done at home. The only thing I regretted about being at home was my mom. Sigh. She's not helping much by adding onto the stress I'm already feeling, and it annoys me.

Anyways, yesterday I woke up at 8am thinking that it was Monday, and I took my phone and almost sent a msg to Mr Poh apologizing for oversleeping and wishing him Happy Teacher's Day. Then I realised that everyone was still at home, and found out that it was only Sunday. Hahahaha. Stupid me. Anyways, went to church then ykg and since it was raining and I was still feeling lazy, I didn't go to M4M to mug. Instead I went for lunch with the yaf girls and Joseph. Haha. Fun(:

After I got home I didn't get much work done. Sigh. But I got the much needed rest I've craved for the longest time. Hahaha. Later at night, I watched Snakes on The Plane and Invisible Children. The ending of the latter was kinda sad. The guy committed suicide in the end cos he felt neglected by his girlfriend and life and was getting tiring for him. I almost teared. The other parts were kinda blurry though. Singapore made films are a little too artsy for me. hahaha.

Anyways, back to mugging. My brain almost exploded over physics, but thankfully I understand chem more now than before. Haha. Jia Min once said something like this, and I'm gonna kope it. Haha. I<3physics, so physics, please <3 me back. Hahaha. I sound so bimbotic XP

2009-08-31T17:27:00.003+08:00

Smile- Uncle Kracker

This is my new fav song. Haha. It's playing in my head non-stop (:

You're better then the best
I'm lucky just to linger in your light
Cooler then the flip side of my pillow, that's right
Completely unaware
Nothing can compare to where you send me,
Lets me know that it's ok, yeah it's ok
And the moments where my good times start to fade

You make me smile like the sun
Fall out of bed, sing like bird
Dizzy in my head, spin like a record
Crazy on a Sunday night
You make me dance like a fool
Forget how to breathe
Shine like gold, buzz like a bee
Just the thought of you can drive me wild
Ohh, you make me smile

Even when you're gone
Somehow you come along
Just like a flower poking through the sidewalk crack and just like that
You steal away the rain and just like that

You make me smile like the sun
Fall out of bed, sing like bird
Dizzy in my head, spin like a record
Crazy on a Sunday night
You make me dance like a fool
Forget how to breathe
Shine like gold, buzz like a bee
Just the thought of you can drive me wild
Ohh, you make me smile

Don't know how I lived without you
Cause every time that I get around you
I see the best of me inside your eyes
You make me smile
You make me dance like a fool
Forget how to breathe
Shine like gold, buzz like a bee
Just the thought of you can drive me wild

You make me smile like the sun
Fall out of bed, sing like bird
Dizzy in my head, spin like a record
Crazy on a Sunday night
You make me dance like a fool
Forget how to breathe
Shine like gold, buzz like a bee
Just the thought of you can drive me wild
Ohh, you make me smile (:

2009-08-21T14:42:00.000+08:00

There's something wrong with blogger. I'm annoyed X(

Haha, I haven't been home this early for the longest time. I got home at around 1.30pm after a short day filled with Jia Min and Rasyidah singing Insomnia non-stop at my ear. Ouch mann. Hahaha. All Dean's fault! He got them addicted to the song all over again. Hahaha.

Anyways, school's been very routine for the past week and for the next few weeks to come. Wake up at 6.30am, go to school, after school stay back for night study till 9pm, reach home, bathe, eat, listen to complains from my sisters and grandma and mom, then sleep at around 11plus. Sigh. Time's passing so super quickly, it feels as if Sunday was just yesterday. Haiz. And I can't believe prelims are in 14 days. That's 2 WEEKS! That's HALF A MONTH! Or less! Which means that we're less than 3months away from A's! OH MY GOODNESS! I need a miracle mann. Hahaha.

Anyways, back to mugging. I'm quite sure there's something wrong with me. When I don't study, something doesn't feel right. Hahaha. Strange. I've caught the mugging disease XP

2009-08-09T21:36:00.001+08:00

this is still my favourite song (:
I <3 the national day parade
if only I was watching it with someone else. Sigh. My parent's killed the national day atmosphere at home :|

2009-08-09T16:00:00.000+08:00

Yesterday was super tiring, but it was AWESOME. Haha, went for math tuition in the morning, then went for lunch with Thadd, went home after that, got slightly annoyed at my dad, then went to yating's hse to mug for a while before going to Ms Tan's at night. haha.

The food was awesome. Never knew sotong balls could taste so good. Hahaha. And the international fights between Taiwan, Hong Kong and Singapore were fun X) hahaha. Oh Oh, ROCK BAND 2 ROCKS! hahaha! Though most of the time I was watching the pros work their fingers, I had a great time there. Hahaha. The drum set rocks too. Though I failed twice, and ya ting had to deploy twice to save me, it was great. Hahaha. Loved it when ya ting had to deploy. It was hilarious. Hahaha! I wonder if Ms Tan took videos of it... Hahaha! Anyways, we sang crazy loud and went a bit bonkers all the way till around 10pm plus, then went home cos it was getting late. Sigh. I wanna play rock band 2 again after A's!!

That was the best night ever XD now, back to mugging :( hahaha

oh,

HAPPY NATIONAL DAY (:

2009-08-01T21:59:00.000+08:00

Everyday they pass me by
I can see it in their eyes
Empty people filled with care
Headed who knows where

On they go through private pain
Living fear to fear
Laughter hides their silent cries
Only Jesus hears

People need the Lord, people need the Lord
At the end of broken dreams, He's the open door
People need the Lord, people need the Lord
When will we realise, that people need the Lord

2009-07-25T18:05:00.002+08:00

I'm scared.

Why am I trying so hard when I'm not even that strong.

2009-07-19T16:50:00.000+08:00

CGLs '09, taken on youth sunday (last sunday)

I guess we really need more leaders. More active leaders to be specific. Haha. And I need new jeans. The ones I have make my legs look even shorter and fatter. hahaha. I need to go shopping! And I'll wait for next year's GSS :P

2009-07-16T02:10:00.002+08:00

Haiz. Insomnia's back :( haha. It's 2am now btw

Anyways, the week's passed by quite quickly. I think that's why I like going to school. The weekends seem to come faster, and I enjoy my weekends more when I spend my weekdays doing nothing but study, okay, maybe not this week cos I met up with Kjelti and Tracy on Monday. Hahaha, it was fun(: but we can't do that too often. A levels are coming. And I don't wanna think about plan B when I get my results next year.

Almost all my results are back. And I did better for some, worse for some. Sigh. Sad. The only papers I haven't gotten back are chem paper 2 and 3. I could have gotten them back on Tuesday, but Mr Lee was on mc yesterday. and today. sigh. I WANT MY CHEM PAPER BACK! *sulks* hahaha

For the first time since I entered pj, today was the only time I paid attention during assembly and it actually impacted me to want to do something with my life. Mann. Hahaha. The ex-vp came back to give us a wake-up talk for A's. He mentioned something about a show or a book titled 42 up, whereby the author or director interviews different people at specific ages and sorta does research on how one wrong or right decision made impacted their lives forever. Then he made us do our own 42up, just that we started with 15July as the first "interview". It's purpose was to remind us of what we want and discipline ourselves so that we don't have to resort ot plan B. Here's sorta what mine looks like. Oh, it's according to his template. Haha, don't laugh. I'm kinda easily contented :P

15 July 2009
age: 18 yrs old
place: PJC Hall
doing what: listening to Mr Dennis Yeo

July 2014
age: 23 yrs old
place: NTU/NIE
doing what: Math degree for teaching

July 2019
age: 28 yrs old
I will be living in ___ with ___ and driving a Nissan Cefiro!
The blanks are for me to know and for you to find out 10 years later. hahaha.

Anyways, I'm gonna go try to sleep. If I can't, well, I guess I'll be mugging. Hahaha. Jia you :P

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SIM YIN HUI!!!

2009-07-09T19:15:00.000+08:00

lame, but hilarious. watch it!